I DREAM, I WRITE

[jessiree]

I'M UP I'M DOWN
I SUCCEED ONLY TO FAIL
I'M BAD WAITING TO BE GOOD
I CONFUSED BUT I KNOW JUST WHO I AM
I'M ALONE IN A CROWD
I'M SELD CONSCIOUS YET PROUD
REALITY IS A DREAM
FOR WHEN YOU THINK I'M AWAKE
I'M REALLY ASLEEP
I'M QUITE AND LOUD
I FEEL LOST THOUGH I'VE BEEN FOUND
I HATE LOVING ALL THE THINGS I DO
AND I LOVE HATING THE MASK I SHOW TO YOU
I'M SAD WHEN I'M HAPPY
AND I WRITE TO GET THESE FEELINGS OUT...
I BREATHE AGAINST MY WILL
AND I WISH SO BADLY FOR SOME OTHERS TO DISAPPEAR
I PRAY FOR OTHER GOOD FORTUNE
AND CRUSE MY OWN LUCK
AND I DREAM TO MAKE THESE THOUGHTS SUBSIDE
AS I UNKNOWINGLY KNOW WHO I AM
YET I KNOWINGLY DON'T SHOW
THE REAL ME INSIDE
I WRITE TO GET THESE FEELINGS OUT
AND I DREAM TO MAKE THESE TOUGHTS SUBSIDE

[Jeni]

I loved it, and i can relate, with being somthing, and then being the total opposite at the same time
~It also kinda reminds me of a song i like by Lindsay Lohan, called Disconnected

i loved it
~Love
~Jeni

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

i love this poem.. all the contradictions.. Great work!!

[geminigurl]

I like this one Jess!
Geminigurl