Abject Love

[arcanephantom]

I was born a lowly shit
I'll die no more important
Not a fucking bit
Forget the bitch
You wasted your heart on
Dead in your mind
I'm the disposable kind
A degrading find
I bitch and I cry
When all I should do
Is die
Pass me by
Better for you
Pain for me
Heart in constraints
Will never be free
Pain strangling
Happiness dead and dangling
Wish I could have you
My whole life through
But I'm a wasted care
Dead, lonely and bare
Better to leave me in my lair
Hate my condition
Defeated volition
Want you bad
Feeling makes me mad
You'll never find what I want you to see
I'll never be who I want me to be
But it's not about me
It's more about you
Something I have to open my eyes to

[mikethelemming]

a rebellion piece perhaps?

[arcanephantom]

it's kind of a 'i hate myself, i'm a piece of shit and i don't deserve this guy's heart, he's wasting his time' type poem.
essentially, yes, a rebellion against myself.
deidre