Destroy Yourself..

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

Destroy yourself,
and see if anyone cares,
tear yourself open,
see if anyone will be there,
see if anyone will be there when you fall,
and you will....
but knowing your luck,
they will just laugh in your face,
you run to a place where you can be all alone,
knowing they are mocking you all along,
you turn on the radio, to the saddest, lonliest song,
knowing that it will never get better,
knowing it will only get worse,
it always does,
so why believe anything different..
why hope for a brighter tomorrow, when all the sorrow will just melt away.
Let all your dreams you dreamt, and hopes you hoped fly away,
you don't need them anymore,
you can't accomplish anything,
you are such a failure,
Destroying yourself was never that much fun,
but its the only thing that was there,
when everyone else walked away...
feeling so lost and abandoned,
you cut to numb the pain..
tears streaming down your face,
you feel the guilt kreep in,
once again you did the most unforgivable mistake,
why are you even going on?