what the pain has become

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

The Pain has become a Secret
That I don't want to share
It keeps my heart going on beating
but it tears me from limb to limb
The pain has become a knife
that i used to cut myself every night
locked in my room so tight
I am hidden by the lack of light
The pain has become my covers
my unforgiving mask
the one i hide my tears behind
so I can go on with all the days tasks
The pain becomes a murderer
it becomes a deadly sin
it is never forgiving
of who I am within
The pain has become heavy
a burden to my soul
it keeps gnawing at me
leaving another gaping hole
The pain never kills me
it just tears me apart at the seams
it leave me empty and broken
and kills all of my dreams