Where Did I Go Wrong

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

No wonder why you left
No wonder why you all left me in abandonment
I'm too dangerous for even myself
Like I am a psycho out on the loose
Needing to be put in a cage
How could love ever stick around
I'm too undeserving
A nightmare
Never been embraced by loving arms
Am I really that horrible
What did I do to deserve this,
Complete and utter lonliness
How can I not loathe myself
when I am always in a depressive state
I don't blame you if its me you hate
Somewhere I lost everything
The chance to love is gone
I am weak, once I was strong
Where Did I go wrong?