this is what hurts the most..

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

what hurts the most,
is knowing once i was so close,
to finding that little spark,
for a love everlasting,
then believing it was a lie,
I let it all go,
and all the little pieces fell to the floor,
and shattered,
tears fall tainted and tatttered,
now i cry to sleep each night,
knowing i will be alone forever,
try as hard as i can not to,
i will never win this fight,
i am not deserving,
i have no right,
i broke something sacred,
a promise to be fulfilled,
now my life is empty,
and it probably always will.....