Just a dream?

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

I hear the alarm clock ring inside my head
is this just a dream?
i cant seem to wake
i cant seem to move
raindrops fall and still here i am
lying in a pool of crimson
i watch my life fly right by me
soon i know i will be gone
it is your chaos
it is my reality
sleeping is my escape
in there i can live inside my own world
i am not out of touch
i am here
i long to be deep sleep dreaming
you cant hear me screaming
oh those are my nights
i need no lights
i can handle these fights
in my dreams
you always seem to appear
stop coming near
i dream to get you out of my mind..
but yet, here you are....