I need to be saved..

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

Today i tried to stop the bleeding..
but ended up overdosing on pills
here i ly almost dying
please,
i am dying
i am bleeding
why am i lost?
why cant i be saved?
i need my god...
i need salvation
do you even know me?
i hae been lost for so long
i am invisible
and i am screaming
but no one can hear me
through these thick walls
i am falling once again
i need your salvation
i need deliverance
you just deny me
i ly here crying out to the grave
will this be my suicide?
please dont deny me
christ,
my tourniquet
i need to be saved