Post by *GoThIc_FairY* on Jul 15, 2006 0:41:47 GMT -5
The day you packed your stuff and left,
was the day i knew my life was over
i thought together we had turned over a fresh new clover,
but now life is back the way it was before
forcing fake smiles and laughter,
hiding all of my tears
pretending to be miss confident,
hiding all of my fears,
my strength has disintegrated since you went away,
now i find no reason to stay,
i feel so betrayed and abandoned by all i know,
even by god,
how could he lead me astray,
down a dead end road where i would never again be okay,
Life no longer has meaning,
theres not reason for my being,
no purpose, no friends, no love, no talent,
cant even help a single soul,
if you don't hate me,
sooen enough you will,
hate me now and get it over with,
hate me for no justified reason,
just hate me and rip me open,
hate me and tear me apart....
was the day i knew my life was over
i thought together we had turned over a fresh new clover,
but now life is back the way it was before
forcing fake smiles and laughter,
hiding all of my tears
pretending to be miss confident,
hiding all of my fears,
my strength has disintegrated since you went away,
now i find no reason to stay,
i feel so betrayed and abandoned by all i know,
even by god,
how could he lead me astray,
down a dead end road where i would never again be okay,
Life no longer has meaning,
theres not reason for my being,
no purpose, no friends, no love, no talent,
cant even help a single soul,
if you don't hate me,
sooen enough you will,
hate me now and get it over with,
hate me for no justified reason,
just hate me and rip me open,
hate me and tear me apart....