A want out of reach

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

[shadow=red,left,300]when people look into my eyes
what do they see?
do they see a person whom i will never be?
i can't live up to their expectations
because their expectations are too high
they have reduced my dreams into nothingness(or nothing?.. what do u think)
so now all i do is cry
those people have no faith in me
they only bring me down
so because of them i have no trust..
to them all i will ever be..
is a let down, a disappointment and embarrassing

If i were to scream
would they even hear me?
would they even hear a sound?

when i look into my heart
what do I see?
i see someone who wants a change
i want to trust and i want their respect.
and i want their faith in me
but most of all, i want their LOVE

all these things can never be
because when they look into my eyes
they see nothing..
but the wrong me [/shadow]

[americanclassicx3]

i swear to god. that is like my life. EXACTLY. wow. i hate that so much, when people only point out your flaws, i wrote a poem about that too actually. i'll post it soon. (yours is a lot better lol) seriously though, excellent poem =)

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

Thanks! Im sure Mine is not better! Lol.. But i want to go into writing!