Since you said goodbye

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

I put on our old song
just to listen for a while
i went crazy missing you
thought it would calm me down
i lay in my bed and close my eyes
the happy words that used to be ours
now sting my heart
i start to cry remembering all we had
i feel so lonely, so sad

i open my eyes to reminders of you
the guitar you gave me,
the cd of love songs sung by you
the sketch of us one summer you drew
that hangs up on my wall
i had to get rid of it all

i threw your old guitar onto the floor and broke it,
tears falling from my fevered cheeks
I scratched your cd with my dirty fingernails, tears falling still
i ripped the sketch of us, two lovers who will never be, tears falling even harder
i found the old pictures of us together and ripped them one by one

It has been a half a year since the accident,
since the phone call i received from your sister
telling me that you were in the hospital in critical condition,
fighting to survive

I went there to see you
but i was too late
when i got there,
you said goodbye to me
i gently hugged and kissed you
and then i took your hand in mind
and let you closed your eyes
and then you died

it seemed in that instance,
the whole world cried
because it started to rain
i still feel all the pain
my life, and all of our lives
will never be the same.....
since you said goodbye

[celtrasa]

holy shit. i wasn't expecting the reason for the anger to be from his deah. when i read that part, i had to read it twice just to make sure my eyes wern't decieving me. i got chill bumps up and down my legs. i loved it, however sad it was. =/

[*GoThIc_FairY*]

Haha, thanks.... I am glad that you liked it....I know it is sad, huh. I am glad that it has not happened...happened in a sense just not in his death...